Female Beauty Of Another Form

I havent written much here yet, but I am sure that any reading will soon wonder about what I said in my first post regarding my shemale fetish, as I call it.

Some will be curious, others mocking, and still more, disgusted. Such is the way of our world. I have had sexual fantasies about transexuals beauties since puberty, and am not ashamed of them.

Like I said, I'm not attracted to men, so masculine, butch or manly transexuals are not my thing, no offense. But I do find something both attractive and intriguing about a shemale who is very beautiful in a very feminine way. One who could pass for female, excepting for what is between her legs.

I think on one level it's the simple fact that she is by all initial appearances, female. But I think it's also that many transexuals study what it is to be a woman, and seek to epitomize that as best as possible. Almost as if they don't take being feminine for granted, as so many born women do. Since they so desire it, they respect it greatly, and seek to embody it as much as possible. Sometimes a shemale will actually be more female in her dress, style and mannerisms than many born women.

And so I think my interest comes from that, and is directed to those who most admire what it is to be feminine. An admiration I share with them, though not in the same way.

Any assumed bisexuality that I have is for the most part that of me in the masculine position. I have been in the receiving role, but only in forced bi femdom sessions - I have an interest in BDSM, from both a dominant and submissive perspective depending on my mood, and happily indulge my sexual fantasies. But even then this would only be with women and beautiful shemales - not forced bi in the sense of me taking other men.

Relationships and other involvements I have had with transexuals in the past have always been with very feminine ladies, who have only wanted to be with truly masculine and dominant men. In most cases these took only the female role in sex, and I only saw them that way. I treated them as what they were - women - and that is what they most desired anyway.