I've said before that while I consider myself to be a mostly hetro male, I do have something of a shemale fetish. I'm not attracted to men, so I can't see the traditional sense of the expression "bi-sexual" as fitting.
I've become more interested in the whole "sissy" thing recently, since the objective of sissification is extreme feminism. While I don't want it done to myself, it does fit my crossdresser slut fantasies very nicely. A beautiful, very feminine shemale being forced to dress like a girlie in sissy panties would be very hot to me. The uniforms and outflits they wear are so stylized and over done that they form a whole other sub-set of fetish clothing.
I'm just starting to look into this but I've been very interested so far. I'll share more of what I find here, and welcome thoughts from others who are into this and know more than I do about it.
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
Thursday, February 19, 2009
A Little More About Sissy Fantasies and Cross Dressing
…and it’s relation to female beauty.
I found an interesting website this morning, written by a male slave who is essentially thinking out loud over the question of - why are men attracted to the idea of feminization.
Some interesting thoughts there from him, and also from transexuals and cross dressers who wrote comments in reply. One in particular wrote a sizable piece talking about her own happiness at having gone through with her decision to become a female.
He also shares a number of very hot sissy audio stories, recorded by a dominatrix he appears to be quite enamored with (based on the pictures of her that he has posted there, I can understand why. She well fits my thoughts on the kind of female beauty that is bold and confident, full of feminine sexuality and pride).
I’m looking for more sissy audio clips of this sort actually. The ones on the site I am talking about are highly sexual and graphic in nature, and perfect for me to use as examples of the sexual side of feminization as both lifestyle and fetish. (There are also some equally intense sissy stories linked to that site too by the way).
But I’m also looking for softer sissy audio stories that are dedicated to training a man to be more feminine. I want to use it to support my point about how there are many sissy men more interested in developing themselves as women just for that sake alone, than solely the sexual possibilities of feminization.
I myself am not interested in such transformation, but like I said in my first post, I do find shemale beauties to be very attractive. Feminization is the process through which a shemale is made, and my understanding of this subject is beneficial to my overall understanding of these lovely ladies.
I found an interesting website this morning, written by a male slave who is essentially thinking out loud over the question of - why are men attracted to the idea of feminization.
Some interesting thoughts there from him, and also from transexuals and cross dressers who wrote comments in reply. One in particular wrote a sizable piece talking about her own happiness at having gone through with her decision to become a female.
He also shares a number of very hot sissy audio stories, recorded by a dominatrix he appears to be quite enamored with (based on the pictures of her that he has posted there, I can understand why. She well fits my thoughts on the kind of female beauty that is bold and confident, full of feminine sexuality and pride).
I’m looking for more sissy audio clips of this sort actually. The ones on the site I am talking about are highly sexual and graphic in nature, and perfect for me to use as examples of the sexual side of feminization as both lifestyle and fetish. (There are also some equally intense sissy stories linked to that site too by the way).
But I’m also looking for softer sissy audio stories that are dedicated to training a man to be more feminine. I want to use it to support my point about how there are many sissy men more interested in developing themselves as women just for that sake alone, than solely the sexual possibilities of feminization.
I myself am not interested in such transformation, but like I said in my first post, I do find shemale beauties to be very attractive. Feminization is the process through which a shemale is made, and my understanding of this subject is beneficial to my overall understanding of these lovely ladies.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Female Beauty Of Another Form
I havent written much here yet, but I am sure that any reading will soon wonder about what I said in my first post regarding my shemale fetish, as I call it.
Some will be curious, others mocking, and still more, disgusted. Such is the way of our world. I have had sexual fantasies about transexuals beauties since puberty, and am not ashamed of them.
Like I said, I'm not attracted to men, so masculine, butch or manly transexuals are not my thing, no offense. But I do find something both attractive and intriguing about a shemale who is very beautiful in a very feminine way. One who could pass for female, excepting for what is between her legs.
I think on one level it's the simple fact that she is by all initial appearances, female. But I think it's also that many transexuals study what it is to be a woman, and seek to epitomize that as best as possible. Almost as if they don't take being feminine for granted, as so many born women do. Since they so desire it, they respect it greatly, and seek to embody it as much as possible. Sometimes a shemale will actually be more female in her dress, style and mannerisms than many born women.
And so I think my interest comes from that, and is directed to those who most admire what it is to be feminine. An admiration I share with them, though not in the same way.
Any assumed bisexuality that I have is for the most part that of me in the masculine position. I have been in the receiving role, but only in forced bi femdom sessions - I have an interest in BDSM, from both a dominant and submissive perspective depending on my mood, and happily indulge my sexual fantasies. But even then this would only be with women and beautiful shemales - not forced bi in the sense of me taking other men.
Relationships and other involvements I have had with transexuals in the past have always been with very feminine ladies, who have only wanted to be with truly masculine and dominant men. In most cases these took only the female role in sex, and I only saw them that way. I treated them as what they were - women - and that is what they most desired anyway.
Some will be curious, others mocking, and still more, disgusted. Such is the way of our world. I have had sexual fantasies about transexuals beauties since puberty, and am not ashamed of them.
Like I said, I'm not attracted to men, so masculine, butch or manly transexuals are not my thing, no offense. But I do find something both attractive and intriguing about a shemale who is very beautiful in a very feminine way. One who could pass for female, excepting for what is between her legs.
I think on one level it's the simple fact that she is by all initial appearances, female. But I think it's also that many transexuals study what it is to be a woman, and seek to epitomize that as best as possible. Almost as if they don't take being feminine for granted, as so many born women do. Since they so desire it, they respect it greatly, and seek to embody it as much as possible. Sometimes a shemale will actually be more female in her dress, style and mannerisms than many born women.
And so I think my interest comes from that, and is directed to those who most admire what it is to be feminine. An admiration I share with them, though not in the same way.
Any assumed bisexuality that I have is for the most part that of me in the masculine position. I have been in the receiving role, but only in forced bi femdom sessions - I have an interest in BDSM, from both a dominant and submissive perspective depending on my mood, and happily indulge my sexual fantasies. But even then this would only be with women and beautiful shemales - not forced bi in the sense of me taking other men.
Relationships and other involvements I have had with transexuals in the past have always been with very feminine ladies, who have only wanted to be with truly masculine and dominant men. In most cases these took only the female role in sex, and I only saw them that way. I treated them as what they were - women - and that is what they most desired anyway.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
What To Start With?
So, this is my new blog. Funny how there are many things I want to write about, but when it comes to doing an opening post, my mind goes blank.
What to start with?
Well, I suppose I could say a little about myself, though I think anything beyond the bare facts would bore most of you to death.
I’m a twenty-six year old male. I’ve gone to college and grad school. Studied history and philosophy. Born on the west coast but living on the east now. Big city born, bred, and currently in one of the largest in the world. I’m a specialized teacher, and well paid for what I do. I travel somewhat as a result, both for research and lecturing.
I consider myself to be heterosexual for the most part, though I do have something of a shemale fetish. Some would probably say I’m bisexual to a degree due to that, but I’m not at all attracted to men. Even when it comes to transexuals, they’ve got to be very feminine, not so much in behavior as appearance. By the behavior part what I mean is, I like tom-boys too, so a feminine shemale who is a bit of a tom-boy is cool with me. But nothing masculine in appearance or over the line in behavior.
But shemale fetish aside, my main thing is girls. All different kinds of girls, in all the different sizes, shapes, ethnicities, etc., one can imagine, so long as there is something about them that gets me. Some hot and sexy quality that I find arousing; something that‘s able to tease me just right. That’s what I like most about traveling - seeing all the kinds of feminine beauty the world has to offer, and then enjoying it intimately.
And that brings me to this blog. I plan to write all different kinds of things here, but since I am so preoccupied with women, I expect girls, sex and fantasies about them to be the primary theme.
And there ya go, something to start this thing with.
What to start with?
Well, I suppose I could say a little about myself, though I think anything beyond the bare facts would bore most of you to death.
I’m a twenty-six year old male. I’ve gone to college and grad school. Studied history and philosophy. Born on the west coast but living on the east now. Big city born, bred, and currently in one of the largest in the world. I’m a specialized teacher, and well paid for what I do. I travel somewhat as a result, both for research and lecturing.
I consider myself to be heterosexual for the most part, though I do have something of a shemale fetish. Some would probably say I’m bisexual to a degree due to that, but I’m not at all attracted to men. Even when it comes to transexuals, they’ve got to be very feminine, not so much in behavior as appearance. By the behavior part what I mean is, I like tom-boys too, so a feminine shemale who is a bit of a tom-boy is cool with me. But nothing masculine in appearance or over the line in behavior.
But shemale fetish aside, my main thing is girls. All different kinds of girls, in all the different sizes, shapes, ethnicities, etc., one can imagine, so long as there is something about them that gets me. Some hot and sexy quality that I find arousing; something that‘s able to tease me just right. That’s what I like most about traveling - seeing all the kinds of feminine beauty the world has to offer, and then enjoying it intimately.
And that brings me to this blog. I plan to write all different kinds of things here, but since I am so preoccupied with women, I expect girls, sex and fantasies about them to be the primary theme.
And there ya go, something to start this thing with.
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